Thursday, February 26, 2009

26.2.2009 - Thursday

We both were busy with our own stuffs over the last few days. Thus, no much contact between the 2 of us. In fact, wheneven he is in overseas, we hardly talk.... only in msn. and even is on msn, nothing much also.

btw, he coming back this sunday. estimate will touch down spore around 10pm. as usual, i need to go and pick him up. in the msn today, he actually ask me not to go if it is too late, as he can take a cab to my place and collect the car from me. but that will never happen.. :p i was enjoy picking him up from the airport.. be it sending him or picking him.

oh yah... his birthday is coming in about 2 weeks time. i am yet to decide what to buy for him. and at the same time, how am i going to celebrate with him. my gangs suggest to go for a exclusive dinner, a "high class" dinner whereby all got to wear formal - suits. been searching for some places like st. regis hotel, mandarin oriental, china club.... yet to finalise.

this saturday plan to go down to orchard to do some window shopping, at the same time, look around what to buy for him. what i have in my mind now is a belt. cos the belt he is wearing now really CMI (Cannot Make It). hahhahaha....

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

23.2.2009 - Monday

We didnt really contact over the weekend, be it in sms or msn...

this morning, i saw him at msn, so, i msn him by telling him that i am sick. Surprisingly he was sick too. hmm... we both are sick now!

he is in beijing now and the weather is -6 degree celcius, and he is having a cold and fever. frankly speaking, when i got the news that he is sick, i m so worry for him.

we didnt chat much as he was busy.

late at nite, we bumped into each other again in msn. so, he was asking me how am i feeling. then suddenly, my phone rang... and i saw his name appear on my phone screen. yes, he called me all the way from beijing, just to check how am i... is so sweet of him, rite?

we chatted a while and he ask me to have a good rest, dont bother about work first. i miss him... i really miss him...

Friday, February 20, 2009

20.2.2009 - Friday

The little msn conservation between him and myself:


Me says: hi hi... taken your lunch?
B says: yes
Me says: good...
B says: just had
Me says: ok... nothing much from my side.
B says: ok
Me says: hope everything is moving smoothly for u...
Me says: u have a great afternoon
B says: thanks.
B says: Any progress for the phone business
Me says: i will be out of office later
B says: oh
Me says: will give a call to stephanie
B says: oh.

that is all... :(

19.2.2009 - Thursday

just send him off to the airport. he is flying off to beijing.

he picked me up this morning around 7.15am, then head straight to T3.

after done the self check-in, we went to coffee club for a cup a tea before he went in. and this is our 4th time to coffee club. the first time was at somerset, the one outside cali fitness centre, the 2nd and 3rd time was at siglap road, and now the 4th time is at T3. the surprise me is that he actually remember we always go to coffee club and he claimed that it seems like we r getting more and more "aquintance" with coffee club. hahahah... that is very sweet of him, rite?

we had some small talks and he told me that he just had a "quarrel" with G last nite. by telling me this, i feels that he is kind of doing some comparison. cos i never quarrel with him before.

then there is one moment when we both sitting there quietly... and i was just turning my head here and there looking around. then suddenly i noticed that he was sitting there quietly "looking" at me. and i still pretend i dont know cos i wanna to know how long he can sit there and look at me . :p

out of the sudden, i turned to him straight, he quickly try to see other thing, but that is too late... i caught him off guard and ask straight to him why is he keep looking at me. He is abit shy... as usual, he never answer me all this "sensitive" question and immediately he switch to other topic. yah, that is him... he never like to express his feelings. guess what? i m having a smilling face now when i think of that moment. i really find it very sweet....

time to go off, so i walked him to the check in area, give him a hug and said "bye bye" to him... and i headed to the carpark to collect my car. when i sat into the car, i immediately send him and sms - "Safe flight.... Will miss u!"

wonder this time will he sms me when he touch at beijing like last trip... quite looking forward.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

18.2.2009 - Wednesday

not much contact with him today.

this morning we did msn with each other for a while.

Me: hi hi...
B: have u send the email to stephanie?
Me: my network got problem last nite, will try to log on tonite again.
B: u must be very sad, rite?
Me: Why would i feel sad?
B: cos my first sentence is to check whether u send the mail or not? never ask u how r u, or how u feeling and etc? hahahah
Me: come on... i am not a little woman
B: little girl instead... hehhe

well, based on the above conversation, he is kind of very "naughty", rite? always like to disturb me... but i do enjoy his kind of "naughtiness"....

the whole afternoon no contact at all... until at 8.09pm, he called.

as he is flying tomorrow morning to beijing for 2 weeks, thus he wanna to arrange with me how to pass me his car. so, tomorrow he will dropby my place, and i will send him off to the airport.

hmm.... i plan to give him a good hug tomorrow morning. cos i know i m going to miss him very much.

First Entry about me and him...

Wanted to start this blog quite sometimes ago, but really dont have the time, the courage and not sure am i doing the rite thing or not... and finally, i did it.

i think it is good to write down all the little things that we do together and the happy or sad moment that we had. and i think by writing it down, it is also another way for me to release me pressure...

yes, i use the word "pressure"... cos i think i am the 3rd party. thus, i am not able to reveal much about my things with him to others... except a few close friends.

thing is moving so called "fine" with us at the moment... we both know that we like each other, but due to he is attached with another guy, thus we are not officially together. in another word, i am the "hulijing".

few weeks ago, we had a discussion and finally he admitted that he likes me and he do have some feelings towards me. yes.. i am very very happy about it.

and from then onwards, his actions towards me seems to have a big change, kind of a big advancement. would i be with him "officially" in the near future? let's just wait and see...