Got a called from him at 4.40pm. He asked to go out for drink or clubbing. But too bad, as today is my company DnD. In fact, i can go and meet him after my DnD, but i just dont feel like meeting them (obviously not just the 2 of us). But it was not very good to reject him directly and he seems very keen and wanted me to go so much. So i told him once i m done with my DnD, will give him a call and see how.
At 10.30pm, i gave him a called telling him that i m not joining him as i m not feeling well. It is true that i was having some gastric pain due to not eating much during the DnD. He sounded tired in the phone and he also feeling lazy to go out... but he already asked some of the friends to meet up, so he cannot fly kite.
2.45am, i smsed him asking how was the clubbing, he replied ok and about to leave...
i replied back by asking is G with him..... no reply from him.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
22.4.2009 - Wednesday
He called at around 11.53am asking am i in the office? As usual, he asked me out for lunch and i agreed.
He picked me up at around 1.00pm, today, we went to another place for lunch instead of the usual Laguna Golf and Country Club.
Today both seems in a happy mood, thus, we chatted quite abit here and there. Nothing serious but some happy encounters we had. The lunch was pretty smoothly except that we got ticket from the officer for not putting the carpark coupon. Being fine for SGD 30.00.
After lunch, we passed by one 4D counter, so, he decided to try his luck by buying some numbers. First number was is own car number plate. Then he suddenly turn to me and asked for my birth date and filled in the number. Then follow by his own birth date. Seriously, i thought it was quite sweet of him to "buy" my birth date. :p
After that, he supposed to drop me at Tampines MRT station which i asked for, but he seems tired and he requested me to drive and he wanna to take a quick nap during the journey from our lunch place to the train station. Once i reached the train station, i woke him up. I left the car and he drove away and head to his office.
He picked me up at around 1.00pm, today, we went to another place for lunch instead of the usual Laguna Golf and Country Club.
Today both seems in a happy mood, thus, we chatted quite abit here and there. Nothing serious but some happy encounters we had. The lunch was pretty smoothly except that we got ticket from the officer for not putting the carpark coupon. Being fine for SGD 30.00.
After lunch, we passed by one 4D counter, so, he decided to try his luck by buying some numbers. First number was is own car number plate. Then he suddenly turn to me and asked for my birth date and filled in the number. Then follow by his own birth date. Seriously, i thought it was quite sweet of him to "buy" my birth date. :p
After that, he supposed to drop me at Tampines MRT station which i asked for, but he seems tired and he requested me to drive and he wanna to take a quick nap during the journey from our lunch place to the train station. Once i reached the train station, i woke him up. I left the car and he drove away and head to his office.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
16.4.2009 - Thursday
Received a called from him in the afternoon. Nothing much, just a "courtesy call" from him. No doubt is quite surprise to hear from him. :p
His called was to show some "concern" and to ensure everything is moving smoothly for me.
Thanks, B.... really appreciate it.
His called was to show some "concern" and to ensure everything is moving smoothly for me.
Thanks, B.... really appreciate it.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
14.3.2009 - Tuesday
When i was on the way to canteen which behind my office, my phone rang. It was from him and it was 12.31pm. Again, nothing new, asked me for lunch.
12.55pm, picked me up from my office. Nothing new, we headed to Laguna Golf & Country Club. When the waitress came over to take our order. This time, he order first, and guess what? He ordered the same thing that i was about to order - Mee Goreng. I really got a shocked. After the waitress left, i laughed out and telling him how surprise i was when i heard he ordered the same food as i am.
"cos i know u r going to order mee goreng mah!" he replied. So sweet, rite?
The lunch session was from 1pm till around 3.15pm.
I admit that during the lunch session, i wasnt really paying 100% on him as my mind was so occupied by other stuffs. He can feels it. And he keep asking am i alrite? well... i think i must give him the credit for being so observant.
We left the restaurant around 3.15pm and he send me back to office.
12.55pm, picked me up from my office. Nothing new, we headed to Laguna Golf & Country Club. When the waitress came over to take our order. This time, he order first, and guess what? He ordered the same thing that i was about to order - Mee Goreng. I really got a shocked. After the waitress left, i laughed out and telling him how surprise i was when i heard he ordered the same food as i am.
"cos i know u r going to order mee goreng mah!" he replied. So sweet, rite?
The lunch session was from 1pm till around 3.15pm.
I admit that during the lunch session, i wasnt really paying 100% on him as my mind was so occupied by other stuffs. He can feels it. And he keep asking am i alrite? well... i think i must give him the credit for being so observant.
We left the restaurant around 3.15pm and he send me back to office.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
11.4.2009 - Saturday
Today afternoon, I met up with my best friend for lunch and i was sharing with her that i plan to give up on B as i dont really see any future and i believe that B will never leave G for me. And B and myself have not been contacting each other ever since the last lunch i had with him. It has about 5 days we totally no contact.
At 10.39pm, I got a called from B. Sigh... i was still thinking to use that excuse (no contact with each other) to forget about him, and here he called.
Nothing much in our conversation, we chatted a little and he was telling me what he was doing the whole day.
Sometimes i really wonder, what should i do now. Let go?
At 10.39pm, I got a called from B. Sigh... i was still thinking to use that excuse (no contact with each other) to forget about him, and here he called.
Nothing much in our conversation, we chatted a little and he was telling me what he was doing the whole day.
Sometimes i really wonder, what should i do now. Let go?
Monday, April 6, 2009
6.4.2009 - Monday
Received a surprise called from him at 9.51am. He called and asked me for advise on how to deal business with the ang mo (Europeans) as he seldom deal with the ang mo. So, i gave him tell him my experience and some general culture from them.
12.37pm he called again, asking for lunch. Of cos i never turn him down. In fact, i will never turn him down. So he came and picked me up in about 20 min time and AGAIN, we headed to "our" place for lunch - Laguna Golf and Country Club.
We didnt able to get the usual table, but next to it. After looking at the menu, he asked me what am i ordering, so i answered" curry chicken with bread." He was surprise as he was about to order the same thing but instead of bread, he go for rice.
Ended our lunch at around 2.20pm. He need to head back to office and dropped me at Bedok MRT station whereby I headed to meet my customer.
12.37pm he called again, asking for lunch. Of cos i never turn him down. In fact, i will never turn him down. So he came and picked me up in about 20 min time and AGAIN, we headed to "our" place for lunch - Laguna Golf and Country Club.
We didnt able to get the usual table, but next to it. After looking at the menu, he asked me what am i ordering, so i answered" curry chicken with bread." He was surprise as he was about to order the same thing but instead of bread, he go for rice.
Ended our lunch at around 2.20pm. He need to head back to office and dropped me at Bedok MRT station whereby I headed to meet my customer.
Monday, March 30, 2009
30.3.2009 - Monday
He called at 1.50pm, telling me that the 4k i borrowed him, he can only pay me back next week instead of this week. I am ok with it.
And finally he asked me how i feel due the incident happend on last sat nite as he can feels that i was quite upset. (forgot to update that during JC's birthday dinner, there were some bad experience between myself with another friend.) He asked me not to take it too hard.
hmm... well, at least he bother, rite?
And finally he asked me how i feel due the incident happend on last sat nite as he can feels that i was quite upset. (forgot to update that during JC's birthday dinner, there were some bad experience between myself with another friend.) He asked me not to take it too hard.
hmm... well, at least he bother, rite?
28.3.2009 - Saturday
We met at the main lobby of Marina Oriental Hotel. Went up to 5th floor together to meet up the rest for JC's birthday celebration.
He was sitting next to me. During the 2 hours dinner, we didnt talk much to each other like the usual. After the dinner, all of us went to JC's house for a quick drink b4 head to the clubs. We didnt talk much either.
Reached tantric at around 11.45pm, no much conversation. At around 12.40pm , we headed to taboo... we dance, he passed me his drink, indicate me to share the beer with him. But somehow, i feel different. Not able to tell what went wrong, but had a strange feeling.
The clubbing sessions end around 2.45am, and we headed to Maxwell for a quick supper. And we headed home separately.
I suddenly felt so tired... tired over everything. I have been wondering, is there anymore room for us to develop further? do i really want to see him breaking off with G and come to me? What is the exact thing i want from him? Will he ever leave G for me?
He was sitting next to me. During the 2 hours dinner, we didnt talk much to each other like the usual. After the dinner, all of us went to JC's house for a quick drink b4 head to the clubs. We didnt talk much either.
Reached tantric at around 11.45pm, no much conversation. At around 12.40pm , we headed to taboo... we dance, he passed me his drink, indicate me to share the beer with him. But somehow, i feel different. Not able to tell what went wrong, but had a strange feeling.
The clubbing sessions end around 2.45am, and we headed to Maxwell for a quick supper. And we headed home separately.
I suddenly felt so tired... tired over everything. I have been wondering, is there anymore room for us to develop further? do i really want to see him breaking off with G and come to me? What is the exact thing i want from him? Will he ever leave G for me?
Thursday, March 26, 2009
26.3.2009 - Thursday
While i just came out from Potong Pasir MRT station, my phone rang... and i saw his name appearred on my screen. it was 1.52pm.
In the phone, he asked me where am i and told me that he is yet to take his lunch, ask whether wanna to meet for lunch. I told him that i am heading to customer's place to pass some documents and do some explaination on some issues. Will end the discussion around 2.30pm. He said ok.. he will wait for me.
Once i am done with my customer at 2.19pm, i called him and he asked to wait for him at the MRT station, he will come and pick me up.
2.25pm, he called again saying that he cant make it as last minute he need to attend a appointment with Pan Pacific. Too bad... we didnt manage to meet up today.
3.43pm, he called again, to confirm the satuday nite dinner's details.
Quite looking forward this saturday's dinner, cos i will get to see him again. :)
In the phone, he asked me where am i and told me that he is yet to take his lunch, ask whether wanna to meet for lunch. I told him that i am heading to customer's place to pass some documents and do some explaination on some issues. Will end the discussion around 2.30pm. He said ok.. he will wait for me.
Once i am done with my customer at 2.19pm, i called him and he asked to wait for him at the MRT station, he will come and pick me up.
2.25pm, he called again saying that he cant make it as last minute he need to attend a appointment with Pan Pacific. Too bad... we didnt manage to meet up today.
3.43pm, he called again, to confirm the satuday nite dinner's details.
Quite looking forward this saturday's dinner, cos i will get to see him again. :)
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
24.3.2009 - Tuesday
Ever since last thursday we had our dinner together at Laguna Country Club, we didnt contact each other till today.
ok, in fact, i did give him a call yesterday late after afternoon. But that called not even lasted for 1 mins. I just past a simple message and that was it.
Today around 11.40am. He called. I must admit that i was pretty surprise to receive his call. Seeing his name appear on my phone screen, i was happy.
He asked me out for lunch, but too bad i had a dicussion with my colleague for a project, thus, i told him i can only meet him around 2pm. He asked me to sms him once i am done.
At around 1.43pm, i sms him telling him that i am done. 2.08pm, he called and tell me to wait for him outside my office as he is reaching in 3 mins time. Picked me up and again we head to Laguna Country club for our lunch.
I didnt eat, ordered only a cup of tea, while he order himself a japanese vege salad and a coffee. We sit at the usual table... looking at the same view. We didnt talk much, but we dont feel awkward. We were sitting there, looking at the ppl there playing golf. We chatted abit here and there.
We left the club around 4.37pm. Just went i was about to leave the car, i said "thanks for asking me out for lunch today." a warmed smile on my face. He laughed.
ok, in fact, i did give him a call yesterday late after afternoon. But that called not even lasted for 1 mins. I just past a simple message and that was it.
Today around 11.40am. He called. I must admit that i was pretty surprise to receive his call. Seeing his name appear on my phone screen, i was happy.
He asked me out for lunch, but too bad i had a dicussion with my colleague for a project, thus, i told him i can only meet him around 2pm. He asked me to sms him once i am done.
At around 1.43pm, i sms him telling him that i am done. 2.08pm, he called and tell me to wait for him outside my office as he is reaching in 3 mins time. Picked me up and again we head to Laguna Country club for our lunch.
I didnt eat, ordered only a cup of tea, while he order himself a japanese vege salad and a coffee. We sit at the usual table... looking at the same view. We didnt talk much, but we dont feel awkward. We were sitting there, looking at the ppl there playing golf. We chatted abit here and there.
We left the club around 4.37pm. Just went i was about to leave the car, i said "thanks for asking me out for lunch today." a warmed smile on my face. He laughed.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
19.3.2009 - Thursday
We are supposed to meet for dinner last nite, but last minute due to something, he postpone the dinner to today.
Never seen him online the whole day... wondering here. He is not working today????
Sms him just now around 4.16pm, asking him whether we r still good for the dinner. He called back and ask to have dinner at Laguna Golf and Country Club. And he told me that he was at Vivocity and just bought a new set of golf set.
He called again at 4.54pm, asking me to check for him whether the driving range at Laguna is open to public. Quickly checked the internet for the phone number and called up immediately. It is open to public, but closed for a week now for renovation. Called him back and delivered the message to him.
At 5.59pm, sms him again, telling him that i am almost done and ask him to sms or miss call me when he is about to reach so that i can wait for him outside my office. No reply from him till now...
Never seen him online the whole day... wondering here. He is not working today????
Sms him just now around 4.16pm, asking him whether we r still good for the dinner. He called back and ask to have dinner at Laguna Golf and Country Club. And he told me that he was at Vivocity and just bought a new set of golf set.
He called again at 4.54pm, asking me to check for him whether the driving range at Laguna is open to public. Quickly checked the internet for the phone number and called up immediately. It is open to public, but closed for a week now for renovation. Called him back and delivered the message to him.
At 5.59pm, sms him again, telling him that i am almost done and ask him to sms or miss call me when he is about to reach so that i can wait for him outside my office. No reply from him till now...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
17.3.2009 - Tuesday
He called at around 12.31pm, asking whether am i free to meet up for a cup of coffee around 2.00pm. Of cos i agreed. In fact, i do know why he want to ask me out for coffee, cos he can sense that i am trouble with my issues.
so, he picked up at 2.04pm, we went to a golf country club nearby my office. He ordered a coffee and i had my lunch. After i done with my meal, he finally voice up and ask me to share with him what are the problems that i am facing and he was so sweet to listen and help me to do and analysis and giving me some good advises.
One by one i shared with him, but till the last one, which i was pretty not sure whether to sharewith him or not. Soon, we decided to leave the coffee house and head back to our own office respectively.
While we were on the way to my office, i was still struggling so hard and finally i decided to tell him what was last worry.
Me: In fact, there is still one more worry i have now... i think, and i suspect i am falling in love...
B: With who?
Me: Hmm....
B: Who is that??
Me: The one who is sitting next to me now...
B: Hah...
Then he looked at me, but i still keepingmy eyesight straight and i am so scare to have an eye contact with him.
And we reached my office, so, i got down the car and say bye to him. And he headed back to his own office.
About 15 mins later, he was on msn and i text him again.
Me says: any idea what should i do pertaining to the last worry i mentioned to u in the car just now?
B says: hah
Bin says: difficult lehh
Me says: yah.. i know
B says: it is difficult question.
Me says: that is why i have been keeping it
Me ays: thinking whether to share with u or not
Me ys: nd it took me alot, alot and alot of courage to tell u that
B says: take it easy first
B says: now we need to concentrate to the business first
We paused and i dont know how to continue...
so, he picked up at 2.04pm, we went to a golf country club nearby my office. He ordered a coffee and i had my lunch. After i done with my meal, he finally voice up and ask me to share with him what are the problems that i am facing and he was so sweet to listen and help me to do and analysis and giving me some good advises.
One by one i shared with him, but till the last one, which i was pretty not sure whether to sharewith him or not. Soon, we decided to leave the coffee house and head back to our own office respectively.
While we were on the way to my office, i was still struggling so hard and finally i decided to tell him what was last worry.
Me: In fact, there is still one more worry i have now... i think, and i suspect i am falling in love...
B: With who?
Me: Hmm....
B: Who is that??
Me: The one who is sitting next to me now...
B: Hah...
Then he looked at me, but i still keepingmy eyesight straight and i am so scare to have an eye contact with him.
And we reached my office, so, i got down the car and say bye to him. And he headed back to his own office.
About 15 mins later, he was on msn and i text him again.
Me says: any idea what should i do pertaining to the last worry i mentioned to u in the car just now?
B says: hah
Bin says: difficult lehh
Me says: yah.. i know
B says: it is difficult question.
Me says: that is why i have been keeping it
Me ays: thinking whether to share with u or not
Me ys: nd it took me alot, alot and alot of courage to tell u that
B says: take it easy first
B says: now we need to concentrate to the business first
We paused and i dont know how to continue...
16.3.2009 - Monday
Today while i was msn with B:
B says: btw, i think the message that you sent to me G saw it.
Me says: what message?
Me says: which one?
B says: The good night messages
Me says: last nite that one?
B says: He is suspecting
Me says: oh shit
B says: it is ok
Me says: i didnt know he was with u last nite
B says: don't take it seriously
Me says: but it was just a normal sms rite?
B says: yeah
Me says: u just tell him on and off i will send such sms to many ppl loh
ME says: even to chong and tony they all
B says: but he sense it already. He actually mentioned to me on Sat night already
Me says: sat nite?
B says: He said that .
Me says: sat nite nothing happen rite?
Me says: i didnt talk much on sat nite wor
B says: He said it is quite obevious
Me says: obvious of what?
Me says: i didnt do anything at all
B says: It is ok .
B says: don't complicated the case
Me says: i m trying to recall, but i remember very well that i didnt talk much on sat nite.
Me says: did he see the present i gave u...
Me says: if he saw
B says: no
Me says: just say is from all of us.. me, tony, chong and jacob
Me says: did he making alot of noise on that?
B says: it is not important now
B says: don't have to worry
Me says: i am worry....
B says: he just expressed his feeling
Me says: oh....
Me says: meaning he suspect that i like u
B says: that is all
B says: yes
Me says: did he suspect that u like me too?
B says: no
Me says: ok... then i think is not so bad, rite?
Me says: so its better that i contact u less?
B says: as usual will do
B says: We did nothing much right
B says: it is ok
What should i do now?
B says: btw, i think the message that you sent to me G saw it.
Me says: what message?
Me says: which one?
B says: The good night messages
Me says: last nite that one?
B says: He is suspecting
Me says: oh shit
B says: it is ok
Me says: i didnt know he was with u last nite
B says: don't take it seriously
Me says: but it was just a normal sms rite?
B says: yeah
Me says: u just tell him on and off i will send such sms to many ppl loh
ME says: even to chong and tony they all
B says: but he sense it already. He actually mentioned to me on Sat night already
Me says: sat nite?
B says: He said that .
Me says: sat nite nothing happen rite?
Me says: i didnt talk much on sat nite wor
B says: He said it is quite obevious
Me says: obvious of what?
Me says: i didnt do anything at all
B says: It is ok .
B says: don't complicated the case
Me says: i m trying to recall, but i remember very well that i didnt talk much on sat nite.
Me says: did he see the present i gave u...
Me says: if he saw
B says: no
Me says: just say is from all of us.. me, tony, chong and jacob
Me says: did he making alot of noise on that?
B says: it is not important now
B says: don't have to worry
Me says: i am worry....
B says: he just expressed his feeling
Me says: oh....
Me says: meaning he suspect that i like u
B says: that is all
B says: yes
Me says: did he suspect that u like me too?
B says: no
Me says: ok... then i think is not so bad, rite?
Me says: so its better that i contact u less?
B says: as usual will do
B says: We did nothing much right
B says: it is ok
What should i do now?
Sunday, March 15, 2009
14/3/2009 - Saturday
We didnt contact much the whole day till around 5 plus when i sms him asking whther he is interested to join me and my gangs for dinner. And he agreed.
We went to COCA - Takashimaya for steamboat dinner. The moment i saw him came in with G, i was pretty not happy. Cos G was wearing B's shirt! The shirt where i choosed for B during our last KL trip. Thus, i didnt talk much during the dinner and B can sensed that something is right about me.
After the dinner, we went for coffee at coffee club. Again, i also didnt talk much. The session end around 11.45pm. Just when we about to go separate way, he gave me a look, a look that tells me to take care. i can feel it!
We went to COCA - Takashimaya for steamboat dinner. The moment i saw him came in with G, i was pretty not happy. Cos G was wearing B's shirt! The shirt where i choosed for B during our last KL trip. Thus, i didnt talk much during the dinner and B can sensed that something is right about me.
After the dinner, we went for coffee at coffee club. Again, i also didnt talk much. The session end around 11.45pm. Just when we about to go separate way, he gave me a look, a look that tells me to take care. i can feel it!
Saturday, March 14, 2009
13/3/2009 - Friday
Today is B's birthday... we decided to go for seafood dinner at no signboard - esplanade. Rite after the dinner, some of my friends suggest to go for th e Lah Mardi Gras at St James Power House. Frankly speaking, i really dont feel like going, but becos of B keep asking me to join, so, i went with them. (by the way, B's bf- G was with us too... :( )
When we reached St james, CH and G went down first to purchase the ticket whereby i accompany B to park the car at Vivo. When we parked the car, i passed him the present and ask him to open up. He likes it! :)
During the clubbing time, we did hug each other many times and also we do hold each other's hand, of cos that was when G is not around. I even gave him a kiss, a very light kiss onto his mouth. We dance till around 4am and decided to head home.
When we reached St james, CH and G went down first to purchase the ticket whereby i accompany B to park the car at Vivo. When we parked the car, i passed him the present and ask him to open up. He likes it! :)
During the clubbing time, we did hug each other many times and also we do hold each other's hand, of cos that was when G is not around. I even gave him a kiss, a very light kiss onto his mouth. We dance till around 4am and decided to head home.
Monday, March 9, 2009
8/3/2009 - Sunday
Finally he is back.
Went to Changi T3 to pick him up around 10.00pm. He came out at around 10.25pm. Saw him walking out from the gateway, give him a warm smile and a hug. While on the way to the carpark, surprising we both didnt talk much. To me, he seems very trouble. I believed there is still alot of stuffs leaving unsolve.
On the way from the airport to my place, we chatted abit. He told me that his business is not doing very well. i am getting more and more worried for him. But nothing much i can do, but just asked him to relax abit and take a step at a time.
While we were in the topic of a relationship of our friends, he gave a statement that lead me to wodner - "why are they able to break off so easily whereby it is so difficult for him?"
What is he trying to say? Meaning that he wanted to break off with his BF, but always end up still being together till now? Or was he trying to tell met that it is impossible for him to break off with his current bf and be with me? i really wonder...
Soon reached my place, so, i got down from the driver seat and he move forward from his front seat toward the driver seat. When he walked over, he GAVE me a HUG! A hug that i never expect. It was a very warm one. Deep in my heart, i do really hope that we can hug each other just like that forever....
Went to Changi T3 to pick him up around 10.00pm. He came out at around 10.25pm. Saw him walking out from the gateway, give him a warm smile and a hug. While on the way to the carpark, surprising we both didnt talk much. To me, he seems very trouble. I believed there is still alot of stuffs leaving unsolve.
On the way from the airport to my place, we chatted abit. He told me that his business is not doing very well. i am getting more and more worried for him. But nothing much i can do, but just asked him to relax abit and take a step at a time.
While we were in the topic of a relationship of our friends, he gave a statement that lead me to wodner - "why are they able to break off so easily whereby it is so difficult for him?"
What is he trying to say? Meaning that he wanted to break off with his BF, but always end up still being together till now? Or was he trying to tell met that it is impossible for him to break off with his current bf and be with me? i really wonder...
Soon reached my place, so, i got down from the driver seat and he move forward from his front seat toward the driver seat. When he walked over, he GAVE me a HUG! A hug that i never expect. It was a very warm one. Deep in my heart, i do really hope that we can hug each other just like that forever....
Thursday, March 5, 2009
4.3.2009 - Wednesday
He supposed to be back by tonite... but during out chatting in msn yesterday, he told me that he postpone again. sigh....
He postpone his flight to this coming sunday. Hope he wont change his flight again.
He postpone his flight to this coming sunday. Hope he wont change his flight again.
Monday, March 2, 2009
1.3.2009 - Sunday
Received a call from him this afternoon...
When my phone rings, it appear as "unknown", thus i had totally no idea who was calling me.
The moment i answered the phone, immediately asking how am i... and i was blurred. i asked him back by "you are...?"
"its me, B..."
oh my god... i actually cannot recognise his voice? what a shame on me! ha ha ha...
Well, i think one of the reason i cant recognise is becos during he called, i was at the mall, and was pretty noisy, thus, i am not able to hear clearly.
The reason he called was to inform me that he is not able to make it back to sg this evening... which i suppose to pick him up from the airport. He jas postpone his flight to wednesday.
the sweetest part during the phone call was he still remember i was sick, and he was checking how am i feeling now? getting better? and also what is the actual caused?
but during that time, i was with my housemates and it was pretty noisy there, thus i didnt talk to him for long and we put down the phone within a few mins.
kind of missing him...
When my phone rings, it appear as "unknown", thus i had totally no idea who was calling me.
The moment i answered the phone, immediately asking how am i... and i was blurred. i asked him back by "you are...?"
"its me, B..."
oh my god... i actually cannot recognise his voice? what a shame on me! ha ha ha...
Well, i think one of the reason i cant recognise is becos during he called, i was at the mall, and was pretty noisy, thus, i am not able to hear clearly.
The reason he called was to inform me that he is not able to make it back to sg this evening... which i suppose to pick him up from the airport. He jas postpone his flight to wednesday.
the sweetest part during the phone call was he still remember i was sick, and he was checking how am i feeling now? getting better? and also what is the actual caused?
but during that time, i was with my housemates and it was pretty noisy there, thus i didnt talk to him for long and we put down the phone within a few mins.
kind of missing him...
Sunday, March 1, 2009
28.2.2009 - Saturday
i was in town this afternoon... doing some window shopping, trying to get some idea what to get for him for his coming birthday. After been thinking for a few days, i thought getting him a belt is a good choice.
so, when i reached taka, without any hesitatant, i went to mont blanc, dunhil, hugo boss, zegna, ferragomo and etc to check out the model. (and also the price). Luckily most of the one i saw fit into my budget... but i didnt buy any of them.
Cos during my shopping, my friends came to meet me and accompany me. Most of them feels that i should not "invest" so much. They think that i am spending too much on him... in fact, deep in my heart, as long he like the present, the money is not really an issue to me, but of cos is something that i can afford. another reason is that becos he is "loaning" me his car for FOC, thus, maybe buying some presents for him is kind of a way for me to "return" him.
anyway, i am yet to decide what to buy as still got another 2 weeks time.
so, when i reached taka, without any hesitatant, i went to mont blanc, dunhil, hugo boss, zegna, ferragomo and etc to check out the model. (and also the price). Luckily most of the one i saw fit into my budget... but i didnt buy any of them.
Cos during my shopping, my friends came to meet me and accompany me. Most of them feels that i should not "invest" so much. They think that i am spending too much on him... in fact, deep in my heart, as long he like the present, the money is not really an issue to me, but of cos is something that i can afford. another reason is that becos he is "loaning" me his car for FOC, thus, maybe buying some presents for him is kind of a way for me to "return" him.
anyway, i am yet to decide what to buy as still got another 2 weeks time.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
26.2.2009 - Thursday
We both were busy with our own stuffs over the last few days. Thus, no much contact between the 2 of us. In fact, wheneven he is in overseas, we hardly talk.... only in msn. and even is on msn, nothing much also.
btw, he coming back this sunday. estimate will touch down spore around 10pm. as usual, i need to go and pick him up. in the msn today, he actually ask me not to go if it is too late, as he can take a cab to my place and collect the car from me. but that will never happen.. :p i was enjoy picking him up from the airport.. be it sending him or picking him.
oh yah... his birthday is coming in about 2 weeks time. i am yet to decide what to buy for him. and at the same time, how am i going to celebrate with him. my gangs suggest to go for a exclusive dinner, a "high class" dinner whereby all got to wear formal - suits. been searching for some places like st. regis hotel, mandarin oriental, china club.... yet to finalise.
this saturday plan to go down to orchard to do some window shopping, at the same time, look around what to buy for him. what i have in my mind now is a belt. cos the belt he is wearing now really CMI (Cannot Make It). hahhahaha....
btw, he coming back this sunday. estimate will touch down spore around 10pm. as usual, i need to go and pick him up. in the msn today, he actually ask me not to go if it is too late, as he can take a cab to my place and collect the car from me. but that will never happen.. :p i was enjoy picking him up from the airport.. be it sending him or picking him.
oh yah... his birthday is coming in about 2 weeks time. i am yet to decide what to buy for him. and at the same time, how am i going to celebrate with him. my gangs suggest to go for a exclusive dinner, a "high class" dinner whereby all got to wear formal - suits. been searching for some places like st. regis hotel, mandarin oriental, china club.... yet to finalise.
this saturday plan to go down to orchard to do some window shopping, at the same time, look around what to buy for him. what i have in my mind now is a belt. cos the belt he is wearing now really CMI (Cannot Make It). hahhahaha....
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
23.2.2009 - Monday
We didnt really contact over the weekend, be it in sms or msn...
this morning, i saw him at msn, so, i msn him by telling him that i am sick. Surprisingly he was sick too. hmm... we both are sick now!
he is in beijing now and the weather is -6 degree celcius, and he is having a cold and fever. frankly speaking, when i got the news that he is sick, i m so worry for him.
we didnt chat much as he was busy.
late at nite, we bumped into each other again in msn. so, he was asking me how am i feeling. then suddenly, my phone rang... and i saw his name appear on my phone screen. yes, he called me all the way from beijing, just to check how am i... is so sweet of him, rite?
we chatted a while and he ask me to have a good rest, dont bother about work first. i miss him... i really miss him...
this morning, i saw him at msn, so, i msn him by telling him that i am sick. Surprisingly he was sick too. hmm... we both are sick now!
he is in beijing now and the weather is -6 degree celcius, and he is having a cold and fever. frankly speaking, when i got the news that he is sick, i m so worry for him.
we didnt chat much as he was busy.
late at nite, we bumped into each other again in msn. so, he was asking me how am i feeling. then suddenly, my phone rang... and i saw his name appear on my phone screen. yes, he called me all the way from beijing, just to check how am i... is so sweet of him, rite?
we chatted a while and he ask me to have a good rest, dont bother about work first. i miss him... i really miss him...
Friday, February 20, 2009
20.2.2009 - Friday
The little msn conservation between him and myself:
Me says: hi hi... taken your lunch?
B says: yes
Me says: good...
B says: just had
Me says: ok... nothing much from my side.
B says: ok
Me says: hope everything is moving smoothly for u...
Me says: u have a great afternoon
B says: thanks.
B says: Any progress for the phone business
Me says: i will be out of office later
B says: oh
Me says: will give a call to stephanie
B says: oh.
that is all... :(
Me says: hi hi... taken your lunch?
B says: yes
Me says: good...
B says: just had
Me says: ok... nothing much from my side.
B says: ok
Me says: hope everything is moving smoothly for u...
Me says: u have a great afternoon
B says: thanks.
B says: Any progress for the phone business
Me says: i will be out of office later
B says: oh
Me says: will give a call to stephanie
B says: oh.
that is all... :(
19.2.2009 - Thursday
just send him off to the airport. he is flying off to beijing.
he picked me up this morning around 7.15am, then head straight to T3.
after done the self check-in, we went to coffee club for a cup a tea before he went in. and this is our 4th time to coffee club. the first time was at somerset, the one outside cali fitness centre, the 2nd and 3rd time was at siglap road, and now the 4th time is at T3. the surprise me is that he actually remember we always go to coffee club and he claimed that it seems like we r getting more and more "aquintance" with coffee club. hahahah... that is very sweet of him, rite?
we had some small talks and he told me that he just had a "quarrel" with G last nite. by telling me this, i feels that he is kind of doing some comparison. cos i never quarrel with him before.
then there is one moment when we both sitting there quietly... and i was just turning my head here and there looking around. then suddenly i noticed that he was sitting there quietly "looking" at me. and i still pretend i dont know cos i wanna to know how long he can sit there and look at me . :p
out of the sudden, i turned to him straight, he quickly try to see other thing, but that is too late... i caught him off guard and ask straight to him why is he keep looking at me. He is abit shy... as usual, he never answer me all this "sensitive" question and immediately he switch to other topic. yah, that is him... he never like to express his feelings. guess what? i m having a smilling face now when i think of that moment. i really find it very sweet....
time to go off, so i walked him to the check in area, give him a hug and said "bye bye" to him... and i headed to the carpark to collect my car. when i sat into the car, i immediately send him and sms - "Safe flight.... Will miss u!"
wonder this time will he sms me when he touch at beijing like last trip... quite looking forward.
he picked me up this morning around 7.15am, then head straight to T3.
after done the self check-in, we went to coffee club for a cup a tea before he went in. and this is our 4th time to coffee club. the first time was at somerset, the one outside cali fitness centre, the 2nd and 3rd time was at siglap road, and now the 4th time is at T3. the surprise me is that he actually remember we always go to coffee club and he claimed that it seems like we r getting more and more "aquintance" with coffee club. hahahah... that is very sweet of him, rite?
we had some small talks and he told me that he just had a "quarrel" with G last nite. by telling me this, i feels that he is kind of doing some comparison. cos i never quarrel with him before.
then there is one moment when we both sitting there quietly... and i was just turning my head here and there looking around. then suddenly i noticed that he was sitting there quietly "looking" at me. and i still pretend i dont know cos i wanna to know how long he can sit there and look at me . :p
out of the sudden, i turned to him straight, he quickly try to see other thing, but that is too late... i caught him off guard and ask straight to him why is he keep looking at me. He is abit shy... as usual, he never answer me all this "sensitive" question and immediately he switch to other topic. yah, that is him... he never like to express his feelings. guess what? i m having a smilling face now when i think of that moment. i really find it very sweet....
time to go off, so i walked him to the check in area, give him a hug and said "bye bye" to him... and i headed to the carpark to collect my car. when i sat into the car, i immediately send him and sms - "Safe flight.... Will miss u!"
wonder this time will he sms me when he touch at beijing like last trip... quite looking forward.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
18.2.2009 - Wednesday
not much contact with him today.
this morning we did msn with each other for a while.
Me: hi hi...
B: have u send the email to stephanie?
Me: my network got problem last nite, will try to log on tonite again.
B: u must be very sad, rite?
Me: Why would i feel sad?
B: cos my first sentence is to check whether u send the mail or not? never ask u how r u, or how u feeling and etc? hahahah
Me: come on... i am not a little woman
B: little girl instead... hehhe
well, based on the above conversation, he is kind of very "naughty", rite? always like to disturb me... but i do enjoy his kind of "naughtiness"....
the whole afternoon no contact at all... until at 8.09pm, he called.
as he is flying tomorrow morning to beijing for 2 weeks, thus he wanna to arrange with me how to pass me his car. so, tomorrow he will dropby my place, and i will send him off to the airport.
hmm.... i plan to give him a good hug tomorrow morning. cos i know i m going to miss him very much.
this morning we did msn with each other for a while.
Me: hi hi...
B: have u send the email to stephanie?
Me: my network got problem last nite, will try to log on tonite again.
B: u must be very sad, rite?
Me: Why would i feel sad?
B: cos my first sentence is to check whether u send the mail or not? never ask u how r u, or how u feeling and etc? hahahah
Me: come on... i am not a little woman
B: little girl instead... hehhe
well, based on the above conversation, he is kind of very "naughty", rite? always like to disturb me... but i do enjoy his kind of "naughtiness"....
the whole afternoon no contact at all... until at 8.09pm, he called.
as he is flying tomorrow morning to beijing for 2 weeks, thus he wanna to arrange with me how to pass me his car. so, tomorrow he will dropby my place, and i will send him off to the airport.
hmm.... i plan to give him a good hug tomorrow morning. cos i know i m going to miss him very much.
First Entry about me and him...
Wanted to start this blog quite sometimes ago, but really dont have the time, the courage and not sure am i doing the rite thing or not... and finally, i did it.
i think it is good to write down all the little things that we do together and the happy or sad moment that we had. and i think by writing it down, it is also another way for me to release me pressure...
yes, i use the word "pressure"... cos i think i am the 3rd party. thus, i am not able to reveal much about my things with him to others... except a few close friends.
thing is moving so called "fine" with us at the moment... we both know that we like each other, but due to he is attached with another guy, thus we are not officially together. in another word, i am the "hulijing".
few weeks ago, we had a discussion and finally he admitted that he likes me and he do have some feelings towards me. yes.. i am very very happy about it.
and from then onwards, his actions towards me seems to have a big change, kind of a big advancement. would i be with him "officially" in the near future? let's just wait and see...
i think it is good to write down all the little things that we do together and the happy or sad moment that we had. and i think by writing it down, it is also another way for me to release me pressure...
yes, i use the word "pressure"... cos i think i am the 3rd party. thus, i am not able to reveal much about my things with him to others... except a few close friends.
thing is moving so called "fine" with us at the moment... we both know that we like each other, but due to he is attached with another guy, thus we are not officially together. in another word, i am the "hulijing".
few weeks ago, we had a discussion and finally he admitted that he likes me and he do have some feelings towards me. yes.. i am very very happy about it.
and from then onwards, his actions towards me seems to have a big change, kind of a big advancement. would i be with him "officially" in the near future? let's just wait and see...
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